unpredictableshits.
Thursday, November 23, 2006
i never really turn to anyone when it comes to these things. to think of it i never really did. i guess i can just never really trust people. or maybe im just
scared to.. i could never really let down my walls, and it sucks sometimes. because most of the time i just really need someone to talk to.
no matter how ugly it gets, and that is what is important to me. why? a couple of nights ago, a friend of mine had said sm things that really flattered me. in a weird way, i should actually thank him for it. said he saw me walking out of a restaurant one night and when i asked him why he didnt say hi. he told me i looked
bothered..
lost. ive never been told that i look lost. and to know that he actually knew it, it just changed a lot. im never the type to let people in on what is
really going on. its just scary sometimes how people can read you so easily, esp when you think youre unpredictable.
(6:13 PM)
