plain thursdays.
Thursday, November 30, 2006
WAAAAAAAAAYLO. had a great time at sch tday. not only did we play a greaat game of netball, bt we also played a lil bit of basketball with the SirBoyz HAHAHA. theres going to be another game on saturday so ill be sure not to miss that!
ON THE BRIGHTERBRIGHTERSIDE: there is going to be a futsal friendly match against the Red Butterflies tomorrow! and it feels SOOOO good to say that im back in Sirens :D tomorrows a start. so it has t be good! wish us luck! i havent been playing for awhile now, there isnt a doubt that i will "sux" HAHA.
"At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just not facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes -- all you need is one."
(6:35 PM)
the trip
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
i just got home an hour ago from riverview hotel. there was a meeting tadi between me and 4 other students who were chosen to go to this kuching rotary youth leadership association trip. and yep, i was chosen btw. i thought i wouldnt be, i dont see why i was chosen among the rest of the ppl in pds. so theres one dude from st.george, 2 girls from JIS, and one from st.andrews. we'll be leaving this thursday afternoon heading to miri. then from miri, we're using the plane to go to kuching. the whole thing is from friday-monday. but we'll only be leaving kuching tuesday afternoon. so thats 6days without parents, meeting a whole lot of new ppl who are mostly gonna be malaysians, at a new place, new things, new experiences.
oh great! im chating this very moment. and damnn, i just found out sumting shitty! baie ehh. seriously, i jst CANT WAIT to get out of this house. kalau dpt, inda payah balik lagi bagus.
(10:48 PM)
something new.
Monday, November 27, 2006
emah was right. uploading pictures on multiply is WAAYYYY easier than here. since we hafta transfer pic to the computer, then make the size smaller in photoshop, then upload in photobucket, get the url and post it up. yess, veryy tiring! so check out the new site where pics will be posted up. blogging will still be done here though.
http://smellychicken.multiply.com watch bring it on all or nothing lastnite. the moves were awesome. and the lead character britney, shes so cute. then today, i watched the covenant. and the lead dude caleb is HOT! haha =)
shaz.
(6:31 PM)
multiply yourself.
Sunday, November 26, 2006
an updated
http://www.29th.multiply.com/ everybody! :D
(7:30 PM)
too hot.
Saturday, November 25, 2006
OH MY GOD! i just finished watching
John Tucker Must Die. and SSSHHIIIITTT, heesssss SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOTTT! gilaaa mannn, hes SO LAWA! his eyes are *melts*, his body is *melts*, his smile *melts* GILAAA EHH! eventhough hes a player at first, but then when he gets together with kate, hes sooo cuuteeee. mataaii ehh. for those girls who havent seen this movie,
YOU SHOULD!today, was
grad rehearsal. it went okay, except the fact that i was SHAKING during my speech! HAHA. i havent done a speech infront of alot of people since i was like in wat, primary school? and i DO NOT like talking formally infront of people. its just NOT my thing. kalau performing infront of thousands pun i dont mind. but talking? thats a no no. im scared for 2moro. id have to do that infront of more people this time, with parents and friends being there aswell this time. uh-oh =/ =/
after 2moro, its our
final goodbyes. we might not even see some of the people anymore. some are studying abroad, some maybe in different schools. 2moro just cant be good.
ill miss EVERYONE. eventhough some i
didnt hangout with much or watever, BUT STILL. this year was by far my best year in pds. CRAP man, this sucks.
shazz.
(10:04 PM)
another day.
when im good, im very good,
but when im bad, im better.
i bought a book on thursday. i dont usually read all that much actually. but this sudden reading habit usually occurs at the end of every year as a matter of fact. i bought the book 'The A-List'. its in the gossip gurl sorta story genre. these are practically the only type of books i like reading. im almost done reading it, just have another 50 pages to go. when you're really into the book, you just cant help but read read and read.
this afternoon, it was the awarding ceremony for both pds jangsak and pds secondary. inbetween awardings, there were performances such as; a medley by 5 primary student (one of the 2 dudes was SO tiny and just OH SO ADORABLE and and his hair, satu tejunkat and and and his face expression was just soo..umm..i dunno how to explain but seriously mann, i just wanted to picik him!), then ada a dude reciting his mari bercerita story, a performance by the malay society, mez and this dude on the guitar, and umm afiq zakwan i tink his name was, was singing with izzati to the song my heart. it was pretty nice actually. ada jua the dance society danced to beep. the whole thing was...okay i guess. got pretty bored a couple of times, so me and effy and tiqah were just making up shits, and we would just laugh our heads off. hopefully our graduation this sunday would be wayy WAYYY more funn and entertaining.
studyzone was suppose to be having this gala night 2morow nite. cus they do this every year. but unfortunately there were "unavoidable circumstances" as mr.matt says, and the whole thing is CANCELED. well, i wasnt all that excited on going in the first place. not quite sure why, malas i guess. so im not that bummed out about it.
shaz.
(12:39 AM)
unpredictableshits.
Thursday, November 23, 2006
i never really turn to anyone when it comes to these things. to think of it i never really did. i guess i can just never really trust people. or maybe im just
scared to.. i could never really let down my walls, and it sucks sometimes. because most of the time i just really need someone to talk to.
no matter how ugly it gets, and that is what is important to me. why? a couple of nights ago, a friend of mine had said sm things that really flattered me. in a weird way, i should actually thank him for it. said he saw me walking out of a restaurant one night and when i asked him why he didnt say hi. he told me i looked
bothered..
lost. ive never been told that i look lost. and to know that he actually knew it, it just changed a lot. im never the type to let people in on what is
really going on. its just scary sometimes how people can read you so easily, esp when you think youre unpredictable.
(6:13 PM)
just days to go
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
the graduation song
spread our wings and fly
its time for us to say goodbye
to all those near and dear
who taught us values
took us high
in this world
full of jeer, without fear
we wont forget
the school we met
our hopes, our joys
our fears, as we stand
together here today
to say goodbye with tears
with joy and laughter
we shared along the years
we thank our teachers and our peers
who helped us grow in love and peace
our guide to choose wats right or wrong
and leads us to be strong
together,we talked through thick and thin
over,coming trials and sins
its time for us, to spread our wings and fly
aiming for the sky
its nicer when we all sing it. the tune, the melody of it, its gonna be a very heartbreaking day.
shaz.
(12:18 PM)
ending
Thursday, November 16, 2006
this year is
coming to an end. just
one more paper to go, then its all over. to tell you the truth, theres a small part of me that still wants to go to school; going to the canteen and buying food, hanging out under the pokok, annoying the heck outof teachers, laughing my ass off in class about the stupidest things, everything. next year, a whole new year, new school, new faces.
so our
graduation ceremony is gonna be next sunday which is the 26th. and guess wat? ill be the one saying the
graduation speech. at first i was like, ngeehh i dont wanna be the one doing that cus im not good with words. plus, public speaking formally? its just not my thing. but then i thought to myself, this is gonna be my lastyear here in pds and being the one that was chosen to be doing this is sorta an honour, no? so i was like yeah sure whyyy nottt. im halfway done with doing it. tapi...bida! i wanna make it the sedih2 type BUT unfortunately, i not good at doing that sorta thing.
i was also chosen among a number of people to be going to this
kuching 4day fieldtrip thingie. not sure wat its all about though. tcher koh didnt really make anything clear when he handed me the entry form. so ive decided on going to this thing. is not totally confirm though, cus we still hafta go to interviews and that sorta stuff. but yeah i so wanna go, id do anything to get outta this house.
shazz.
(8:42 PM)
wednesday addams.
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
i skipped sch today :D now i know i promised to go to sch fr my attendance but apparently, gms said theyve stopped recording it since the 8th. tapi il be going t sch tmoro tho. thers nothing better t do anyway.
anyway tonight im going to watch one tree hill. season one. YES, im THAT left behind. what made me watch it? "oh look its the girl who chose OC over one tree hill." "oh look its the girl who thinks OTH was crap.." you know what. scru u :D HAHAHAHA. well okay m sorry bt it just seems so pretty =D
my exams punya marks.. aah not so good. some okay la. tapi the rest. like the important ones? CRAP. failed maths :( AND combined. lets just hope my malay was okay. kalau inda. mataaaay.
/ WHY DO ALL GOOD THINGS COME TO AN END =D
(11:22 PM)
damned if you do, damned if you dont.
Sunday, November 12, 2006
bothered.
/happy birthday shamisajjeh. love you small fry.
(9:33 AM)
early post.
Friday, November 10, 2006
im posting now because i doubt ill be doing this next week due to my crampt up study schedule.
OMG!
math paper2 tadi was HARD as hell man! like seriossoo, it was hella hard! im very thankful that i did good sudah masa junes cus i doubt ill be getting a good grade for this one.
i just found out that today is
rina's bday cus she brought cake tadi to skool. haha ada lagi tu cake masa Os. atu baru ya! well thanks for the cake rin. and a
happy birthday to you =)
tadi my dad got me my birthday present =) so awal man, its not till like 2 more days. and you know wat he got me?
a guitar from starmakers =) and yes i knoooowwwww, i SUCK at it. but im trying here okayy.
2 days till my birthday, 6 Olevel papers to go, and 10 more days till freedom baybeh =D
shammisajjeh.
remember the first time you called me that mah. haha. lawa lawa. i likeeee =)
(9:57 PM)
exam exam exam
Thursday, November 09, 2006
halfway done with the Os. 8 papers over and done with, 7 more to go. next week will be very and i mean
VERY stressful. i have poa paper2 on monday, combined science paper2 tuesday morning, add.math paper1 tuesday afternoon, geo paper1 weds and add.math paper2 on thurs. HOW WACK IS THAT? ohh i just cant wait till all of this is over.
tadi was
geo paper 2, and it was better than i thought it would be. i only studied like 5 out of maybe 10 topics only. since i hate/dont understand the rest, so why bother right? so yeah, and thank the lord, those that i did study came out =) =) hopefully i did good.
yesterday we had both of the
english papers. i dont tink i did as good as i would like to. i was just hmm..malas? haha. cus i took it sudah in june and got B3. i guess that good enough kan? for paper one, i did the one where we had to talk about an occasion which made us realise that money is not the most important thing in life. and you know wat i wrote about? i wrote sumting like MTV's my super sweet 16. hahaha panat eh. tv is very influential. even for my
malay paper1, it was sambung cerita about how you were on the plane heading for sumwhere and then suddenly sumting wrong with the airplane. this time, i wrote sumting like lost. haha.
my
birthday is THIS sunday. gilaaa, time went SO fast. it seemed like it was just a few mths ago that i celebrated my 16th birthday. mann, i had a blast masa tu. this year's birthday is gonna suck due to Os and all. pfft.
2moro,
math paper2. ngeh. i did this already in june. waste of time saja mann. anyho,
me emers and nick are chating now online. talking bout the good times. sigh. cant believe its already been one whole year.
SHAM.
(9:11 PM)
hi people :)
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
hi. finally done with my exam. im VERY happy. however, i still hv t go t school. that part sucks. bt its good enough. sch tday was reaaaaaaaally boring. the day was 24 hours long, and longer.
/ i dont blame you anymore.
the multiplys getting all the updates btw. so i dnt think its fair to dear blogspot here now isit. there are pictures i want to upload. tetapi kan. until that anonymous person tells me how to barutah. or anyone of you in that matter. for now.. the brightside is thaaaaaaat. schs done. had this reaaaaaaally boring monopoly game with the girls. i say boring because. oh cmon you guys know what happened. "sell me that land for -- NO! then youl be richer than me -- YEA BUT THEN -- UH-NOH -- BUT -- NO!" oh man bitsy. HAHAHAHA. sod off.
bah nanti lagi saya update. gambars aga saja multiply. okay tu :D
(4:34 PM)
