flunk the funk funk.
my mates came up with a really
good gameplan for me to suffer loneliness in school. and what ticks me off the most is that i actually fell for it. brilliant though, i must say. a hand of applause, people!
two of my
very good bestfriends msged me last night saying i should go to school today because 1) they
miss me HAHA
bullsht! 2) the Commerce teacher needed to see me. as i climbed up the stairs of friking four floors, my leg actually got better. somehow, i got used to the pain. but then when i got into the classroom. neither of them were there.
non! nada! i had a feeling i was being tricked into something. a good friend of mine said probably they did it because they wanted me to feel what they felt when i was absent. HAHA. turned out, it was all right. it wasnt so bad. i had my companions. it was really fun too. plus, i got my exam papers back.
well lets just say i am unsatified with each and everyone of them. i think of all the eight subjects im taking. ive only managed to pass
four out of eight. which means the remaining four are my failing subjects. oh dear! four failures being POA, as predicted, with an average of 36% if im not mistaken. frikin MATHS, again as predicted, i cant recall what my average was. lastly Literature. i cant believe i failed Literature. i really thought i had it when i was answering the paper. okay, maybe it wasnt "
good enough" or maybe Mrs. Murphy is just being strict. i got a 48%. the highest for Literature is only 68%. isnt that crazy. even the smart ones got around 50%. this is so bad. argh, frustration. i know that was only three subjects, but remembering what i was going through when i did my Geo, im
pretty sure im going to flunk it. pretty, sure.
so far ive passed my English, with an average of 90%. Combined Science, an average of 79%. Commerce a safe 55%. i cant believe i only got 55%. i thought i studied for Commerce. i failed my Commerce II. which is crazy! because i have been studying Commerce for four straight years now, i really thought i could at least get a C on it this time. plus, i had never come across any difficulties during my Commerce classes. but hey
its not the quantity, its the quality :D
i couldnt sleep last night. i was tossing and turning in my bed for hours and just as i thought i was going to settle down, the alarm rang to tell me to get out of it. i was restless. so as soon as i got back home, i spent the whole afternoon sleeping my friking arse off til
Pop came in to wake me up right before maghribi.
Feeyah brought some mags to school today. it has been such a frikin while since i last flipped a mag page. i remember in the beggining of last year. i used to buy Teen Vogue every friking month. it was such a priority. but now i couldnt even bother to look through one. maybe thats because ive gone pass the whole glamourous look, whats in, whats out. but it was nice seeing them though. some were really pretty, some were just plain boring. i was looking through more of the laid-back clothings. apparently they had it. which was suprising. i want to shop. HAHA.
i want a good pair of shoes be it Converse, Pony or Vans. Vans checkers is really adorable. although i would also like to get me hands on a good pair of green striped Adidas. i want to get some sling bags. a good sling bag, a retro eyewear in white. shorts, capris. Threadless tops. some huge bangles to go with it. friking long necklaces that touches my bellybutton. MAN, I CANT WAIT. wherever the hell i go, be it stinkin Miri. im going to
hunt these btches down!
SHAJ! SHOW MEH YOU NEW HAIRKATS. YOU ARE SO SMELLY AH. I LOVE YOU stupit GIRL :D curse,
Emers.
(10:54 PM)
