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MAH, 29th july.
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playing; ex-factor - lauryn hill.carried by this self relief, im finally back home. the sound of my strumming remains unnoticed. even if it were the loudest, they dont think i can play. no, its just what i think. so i relax myself, hold on to the new John Grisham book i hope to get inspired by. but how can i be. when even the title confuses me. soon enough, ill fall asleep. from such boredom. laziness is setting in again. my mind stays restless. my maths hw stays unsullied. the mind refuses to calculate. the raging thoughts of acing another essay stands corrected and yet, my body is far too weak to get it done. as i sit here, realising my previous post was just another amusement to another page of my life. even so, the sound of the cranberries is playing inside my head erasing everything. funny how we can control what we want with gadgets. perse the iPod buttons. how we can stop, foward, pause and rewind. it all seems so.. easy.
as boredom took control of my world, earlier this noon. ive decided to ride the bike, it wasnt all that bad. the wind playing with my hair. whispers i could barely hear. the exceleration of tricks done with the bicycle followed by boast. laughter aired as i knew it was nothing no one cant do. in a blink of an eye, i was sweating hence the pool called out to me. as i floated on a blue-air mat, i looked up. the view i got was unexplainable. miraculously beautiful, pure of white cotton candies and bright baby blues. there was no war, no pain, no hunger, no hatred. peaceful as it was. my mind wandered imaginary things. as the cottons started to form a beautiful wing. just enough for the whole wide world to admire upon. like a painting that will always be there. everyday, it would be different. if today the clouds were dispersed, tommorow they might be dancing with the dark clouds. funny how they are made from rain. how little things can make big things happen. but thats the way it is isnt it. its the little things that matter.
e; drive.
(11:18 PM)
