its 1am tuesday. my flight leaves about this time thursday. that wud mean that i'll be leaving the house by weds nite. which is 2MORO! how i wish i could stay here for a whole mth parent-less with driver and amahs. i could go anywhere i want, whenever i want. but then again, i cant! which is a total bummer i tell ya! but oh well, i guess naiking haji has its benefits after all. i get a whhhooollleeee lot of pahala by going there then staying here doing u know wat =P so yeah.
a month from now, ill be all alimy and yes, wearing a tudung when i go out. which is VERY weirdd!! but heck, only for the first 40 days rite =P hahaha hopefully me mum wud let me be me again after those 40 days. cause wearing baggy long sleeves with a tudung to go out, is a NO NO for me! and not to mention having to write HAJAH infront of the shazwani. which doesnt seem rite. which needs time to get used to.
so no msn-ing for a whole month. no seeing me frens. no sms-ing with anyone. no chilling. no watching the regular tv shows i watch. no calling anyone. no cooking nasi goreng at 1am in the morning. no waking up late. no wearing normal clothes. no makeup. no perfume? (not allowed to use perfume rite?) no swearing. basically all ill be doing is praying, reading the quran and do the things u gotta do during the haji process. will this haji thing make me a better person? well i hope so. i'll put all the bad stuffs i did to the past. start a better life, and see how it goes there. wow! im turning into a different person already. hah!
-Shaz-
p/s: MAH! u better get ur ass on the computer and start blogging here! cause i dont wanna be the only one doing this shit. so blog yea? i wanna know EVERYTHING that went on when im gone!